The 128 Curse

This is rather "scary".
As I did mentioned about the death of Weilun 2 entries away,
That was this curse as said in Taiwan
(some say is coincidence);
That caused her death.



She wrote a book on beauty and life 2 years ago,
And on page 128, she talked about how she want to die.

With fans singing songs, family and loved ones around;

As she will become an angel and blessed all.

On the day she met the accident,
The magazine she was reading turned to a page on "Deathnote";
Who's male lead died on the Jan, 28th (128);

After a lost battle to death god.

And she was dead on Jan 28th (128) too.

Could this be dued to a curse;

Her lost to her own battle;

Or purely coincidence.
Only god knows.
To me, like what her fans said.

An angel is gone.

http://et.21cn.com/star/zhuixing/gangtai/2007/01/31/3106547.shtml

*Shivers*

To Hong Kiat

The day when i step through the departure gate, pass the immigration officers, towards my plane for melbourne, while my parents, on the other side of the windows might be weeping, my friends, some whom might be betting on the no. of turns i would turn back to look at them, whether i will cry or not... Whaha... Cause this is the day when i leave for melbourne to further my studies, my Bac of Science, and hopefully a good honours too... http://hongkiat1984.blogspot.com/

Hey dude,

In just left less than 24hours time, you will be leaving Singapore for good, and pursuit your dreams in another piece of land. Haha, hoppefully I will see you cry tomo ahhh!!! Have never see you cry beforesince I know you 5 and a half years ago. *Laughs* I hope you will do well there and live each day with motivation, strength and enjoy life to the fullest. Remember to rawk the AngMoh and Japan babes there! Whahahaha.

You will be missed.

I'm tired

Finally, I'm home.
After two hardcore days involving in TQ,
I felt like a zombie in school today.
8am lesson is indeed no doubt, a killer.
English words appeared like arabic writings today,
N the graphs for econs just seems like meaningless assorted lines to me.
Shack, but there's a sense of achievement.

Cause I completed all my tutorials and reports within time. =)



On a serious tone,
I would like to announce the death of 许玮伦.
A taiwanese actress who was one of my favourite.
Sometimes, life could have been so vulnerable.
So unpredictable and so sad...
Life is full of ups and happiness,
As it is full of downs and sorrows.
May she be blessed in another world;
And find her guardian angel.
As for the rest of us;
Let's live lives to the fullest...
( http://ent.sina.com.cn/s/h/2007-01-29/15031430597.html )

If life could replay... Sigh.

I need foor massage!!!

Met up with the burgies after my lab session. =) All thanks to the short practical we had today, I was one and a half hours early for the meetup. Thanks Zhenyun for the accompany, if not I would have wait for one hour plus alone. N Guoliang too, for being 15 mins late thou he said he would be early. -_-" LoL. Aniwae, the shopping session was kinnda lame and disappointing. Late Night Shopping Maddness wasn't that mad afterall. Didn't manage to grab any tops yet, and CNY is approaching. DamN! ShrugS. But I saw Nat from Superstar at Topman... Hmmmm, I would have said, he's photogenic la. LoL.

Anyway, we did have a great time talking crap thou, and the chilling out session at MAID cafe, CHIMJES was a kinnda new experience. Well, I think is rather KINKY then interesting when the "waitress" who cos-played as a maid said, "Master, please enjoy your meal!" I burst out laughing immediately with some censored thoughts right in my brawny brain! Call me lecherous if you want, but 9 out of 10 guys would have the same thoughts as me. And the last guy is definitely a gay. *Laughs* We ended the day by walking from CHIMJES to Chinatown, and saw some gays kissing near maxwell! GosH! Damn gross!

Plan to do something to my hair. Either trim and keep it long or cut short, dye and highlight it.... I never have long hair b4 you see. My current hair length now is the longest I ever had already!!! LoL. On another view, it seems weird and messy with long hair on a round face!!! Haha. Will do something about it b4 CNY.

I am afraid of something;
Which I might be looking forward to.
A sense of insecurity in within;
To fill the empty world with Oxytosin,
Or emptiness, yet again.

December seems so near but yet so far.
A dinner, a trial, a deal;
With a cocktail of sadness and happiness.
I don't see mine ahead,
But I do blessed you people.

Friday Night

And so, I did went out on friday afterall. LoL. Instead of staying at home to put some efforts onto the tutorials that are piling up (which I thought I will, initially).

Friday's pract was kinnda boring. It's gram staining!!! -_-" Something I hate since I started off with life sciences in polytechnic. Luckily, I do have some interesting lab friends to joke with. And my lab partner streaked a plate of agar from the "ARMPIT" which is apparently quite sterile. Haha, hopefully we don't see anything too funny growing on it next week.

Well, it's a week of twists and turns. Not to my life, but friends around me. Guoliang changed his major in NTU to economics, while jun decided to become an education officer (teacher!). Good luck to them both. Most important of all, a good friend of mine in the university is going to do something important on Sunday. Good luck to you dude! You got my blessings. Hope to hear good news from u!!!

Spent the night in a relax mode, or rather romantically, but with the wrong date. YesH, I dated jun and guoliang to east coast park for a walk after the usual prayers and supper. How lame and yet, how gay! Whahaha. Did have a great chit chat session with them thou and reached home only this morning.

Meeting up the poly group leaders' gang at Darren's house for a BBQ later. Haha. It was somehow amazing that we are still meeting up after so many years. Though the amount of meets are getting lesser and lesser, is still good to see the familiar faces once in awhile. =) Cheerios.

And now, I miss the 1f08 cliques. =P

Have a Break! Have a kit-kat!

Is eleven!!! One more hour to go b4 stats lecture. Have been surfing net, blog hopping for the past one hour... -_-" Had a two hours break after my eng tutorial. And here I am - bored, stonned, typing this nonsensical entry.

The guy on my right (I'm in library's com lab by the way) is a hardcore - psychotic mugger. He's holding a biology textbook on one hand, surfing e net for genetics information thru the monitor, and jotting down notes everywhere in his notebook. And is only second week of schooL!!!Yeah! He's scaring the hell out of me. As compared, I am holding my phone on one hand (sms-ing), carrying my bag like a pillow on another for some "comfort". And, my monitor reads "Friendster, Find, connect, stay in touch.", with a few msn pop outs here and there of good friends who happens to be online for me to chat to. How "efficient" I have spend my break! Whahaha.

And yeah, I have been enjoying student's life as it ought to be. And I have been pacing myself for some mugging sessions here and there. Hopefully, this sem I will do better then last sem. And push my pathetic cap score up a little. I will srive for success (secondary's school motto!). *Laughs*

2007 will be an attractive year to be!

《那些年我们一起追的女孩》

现在是早上0655am，刚读完了九把刀的 《那些年我们一起追的女孩》 的我无法入眠。我被震撼到了。一本关于青春的爱情小说，简简单单的描述伟大的爱情。一个等待了八年的单恋，虽然没有完美的结局，却令人感叹人生的无可奈何，也更加珍惜生命与青春。。。

喜欢一个人的时候，真得很快乐。
虽是单恋，但足以拥有强大的力量，
不管遇到多大的拙折， 只要想起这份喜欢，
就能打起精神来， 重心出发。

但，被拒绝的爱情，也叫失恋。
爱情就是如此的神奇。
能把一个人迈向最高点，
也能把他掉到黑洞里自生自灭。

我们总是在这世界上，
寻找我们连结的另一个人。
往往却发现自己深爱的人，
却爱上了另一个他，
或更本不爱自己。。。

虽伤心欲绝，
也默默的放弃。

我爱她，爱过她。
好爱好爱。

爱过了火，
忘了本性， 忘了自我。

看到现在的她，与他。
却令我如此的欣慰。

真的，
没丝毫的沮丧。

这六年来的喜欢，
六年来的深刻友情为半经，
虽始终画不出爱情的园，
却写满了我的青春。

真心的祝福。
快乐。

Reflections

When you are down...

Look into the mirror,
Give yourself a smile,
And you will be happy.

I looked into the mirror today.
Saw nothing,
But just a sad and haggard empty shell.

I yearn to be happy,
Just like I was couple of years ago.
But I wasn't given the chance to.

Nothing went wrong.
School was fine,
Everything went off smoothly.

It's just me in within I guess...

I smiled into the mirror.
And laughed heartily.

Saw my reflection in within.
The answer to my unhappiness.
Reasons to the agony.

A tingling sensation felt in the heart;
As I revisited my "own world" again.
And had a crying session with no more tears.

That piece of paper ruined my new year,
And my resolution to be happy this year.

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I shouldn't have packed my room just now...

Back from taiwan

Yeah, I came back from Taiwan.
In fact, have landed S'pore three days ago.

But my heart is still there.
Perhaps on the peak of Alishan,
On the streets of XiMengding,
Or maybe just in between the stalls of Shilin.

And I came to a conclusion...

I miss taiwan!!!
The food, the scenery, the taipei meimei, the culture;
In fact, everything!

Exam results are out when I'm in taipei.
It was better then expected,
But still, lots of room for improvement required.
I thank all for supporting me during this period of time.
Little smses here and there are appreciated.

Will do a major update bout Taiwan in Chinese;
Once Kiat and Hua sent me the photos,
And when my lazy genes aren't working!
Haha.

Till then, some photos:


Jun and I on Taipei street



Yeah! We conquered Alishan on my B'dae.



Happy five, no six (Alex behind) during countdown '07!



Right after some hours spent in hot spyrings.

School starts today.
It was manageable.
But still, boring as ever.
Is still good to see familiar faces around thou.

Even saw Zijian during nano lecture.
Never saw him again after passing out from BMT.
Still remember those days...
Whereby he, Paul and I;
Will talk bout everything under the sky after lights off on my bed.
It was some good memories to be kept.
Couldn't really recognize him today with that goatee,
Until the lecturer call him up for a demo.
And nono, he wasn't a NUS student, LoL.
Just a "caring" bf accompany his new gf. LoL.

Lost my bid for marketing,
And have to replace it with Nanoworld.
Worst still, Im taking GEK 2507 alone!
Amy lost the bid.
But this sem is much more relax then last sem,
I planned my modules in such a way that,
I'm only got three core papers! LoL.
With 4/5 days grace periods in between somemore. =)
I have no more reason to not score anymore. Haha.

Spoke to the advisor,
And discovered I can complete my degree in 2.5 years time.
Should I not?
Still got a sem to decide.

I am genuinely happy!