31 December, 2007

A new year

Walked all the way from Orchard to Holland Village with the burgies after a movie at cineleisure, and my fucking legs are aching now. Haha, yes we did it again, it was a good talk-cock-sing-song session with them though.

Wrapping up a year is no doubt a daunting task, certainly not for the indecisive. Last year this time was great, I was anticipating the countdown at Taipei 101; it was a great experience that ended up with a tiring and fruitful year ahead. Year 2007 isn't a bad one. Bascially, the year has given me alot of stuffs to think, alot of problems to solve, and alot of decisions to make, Studies is getting on track and I start to love school more, I meet more friends and manage to keep contacts with the old, and I have a clear plan for the future. Ironically, it was a bad one in terms of certain aspects of life in the later part of the year, and it somehow spoilt the year as it ends. Anyway, shall be cycling overnight with some dear mates tonight, and hopefully we will make it to the planned route (which is obviously a challenge for us all). 2008, we are coming!!!

Birthday ended with a bang this year since i did surprisingly okay for the exam. =) Really thanks those that remembered this day.

Thanks the uni peeps for the Zara cardigan, I'm loving it.
Thanks Irene for the wallet, as I'm right looking for one now. =)
Thanks Poh for the surf shorts from Canada, my best Xmas Xchange ever.
Thanks HongKiat for the Coffee wine, and remembering I love coffee.
Thanks Meihua, Tingz, Kris and the poly peeps for the Topman cardigan, green tee shirt, coffee grinder, NUM slippers; they are all so lovely.
Thanks Max for the cake, it was really chocolate-ly.
Thanks kok guan the brother for being with me the whole day, instead of going back to his hometown to celebrate the new year with his family.
Thanks all those who remembered the day and messaged me. It was sweet, really appreciated.

Was actually hoping, dreaming, wishing, anticipating someone's message for the Xmas and birthday... but nope, I have none of it. And I doubt I will get one on the new year. Rather dissappointed and hurted. Is really time to let go... Shrugs, it seems like I have been cast a no love spell. Hahaha. Kidding. And by the way "good luck chunk" was quite a show to watch, thou is R21.

And I had my virgin wakeboarding on the birthday, and it ended up quite chui. Haha. I was really lousy la... Boo hoo hoo. Sad. -_-' But I won't give up!!! Shall try it out again soon, but probably not at East Coast Park again where hundred heads are looking at you as u fall deep into the pond, and u have to swim back like a dog to the starting point just to start all over again. Haha.

Randomly, I feel like having a dive. If only I have $$$$$$, and my two diving kahkis are not going back to Canada and Australia respectively... ... ...

I hope 2008 will be a better year for all my friends. =) happy new year guys, see you in 2008!

26 December, 2007

End of the year

Song: You belong to Me by Michael Buble
Feeling: Lightened up
Weather: No more rain



Michael Buble kept my afternoon in this relax mode... The year is finally ending, and I swear I couldn't survive if there's more such years. Merry Xmas to people I love, people who loves me. Thanks for being there for me always. And I've decided. I'm not having any new year resolutions this coming year. It failed over the years, so I'm just going to do my best for everything for the upcoming one. Yeah, that's it...

I thought I could be found dead for sleeping after lying on the bed for like 32 hours since 7am on Christmas, only waking up several times to pee, and once by the best friend to confirm the buffet dinner on the 30th. Cheerios for the 10 years plus friendship guys! From boys we became men, but the brotherhood remains.
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And I decided to forget u. Perhaps that's the best present I can give to u. Many years down the road, I would remember this day.
You, me, and the others.
Bye bye, sweetheart.

16 December, 2007

A Relax Sunday

Is now like a daily routine to wake up late in the afternoon, get nag by the mother, then out I go with the friends for gatherings to strengthen the bond or watever, haha. Been out everyday ever since the semester ended and the old man isn't too happy about me. So today I decided to stay at home and be a "good boy" for once, and "pacify" the dad since he treats me as if I was still a old school kid. Haha, I heart the folks.

Grandaunt passed away this week, less then three months as predicted. But I think is a good thing to relive her away from the pain, agony, sufferings and illness. She... she will always live in the hearts of many as the cheerful, bubbly, lovable old woman everyone loves.

I'm working my ass off right now to catch the sun, haha!!! Every morning the butt called me up telling me the sun was there, so that I can go for my swim. But I always went back to sleep again, and the rain took over when I woke up. Damn! i make sure i will catch it this week, haha. I need some therapeutic swim and a great tan.

Pictures from the Crazy Xmas concert last sunday:


I heart them.


The guys.


The neighbour and I.


The girls.

And thanks bro, for the gifts from taiwan! =)

15 December, 2007

月老


昨天与大学死党吃完点心逛完街后,独自一个人到了 kinokuniya 看书去。看了一本图文小品,买了婷的生日礼物后,“不小心”随手拿了九把刀的两本书。结果本想买 Richard Leakey 的 The Origin of Humankind 没买,却花了差不多50元,超心痛的!但并没有后悔啦,因为喜欢九把刀这位作家。可能因为他是男作家的关系,总能让我“感同深受”吧。对九把刀的认识是在台湾,在偶然的情况下,阅读了他的《那些年我们一起追的女孩》

这次买了他的《月老》跟《红线》(限量精裝珍藏版/2書 1CD)。读完了《月老》后,喜欢男主角的执着和伟大。男主角在一场意外中死去,化做成月老保佑着他的爱人。虽然割舍不下这份情,却忍痛割爱帮爱人牵红线。喜欢九把刀巧妙的利用文字,描述这份凄美的爱情。他没把故事写得死去活来,反而写法有点随性,间单。就因为间单,所以容易深得人心。


有些爱情,在死后依就永恒。
有些爱情,在死后才开始。
去吧。我最爱的,别人的新娘子。


我为那男主角的那股充满勇氣的力量感到骄傲,
能夠一心一意喜歡一個人,多麼幸福 。

11 December, 2007

LOST




I need to find someone to talk to, but I don't know who could I find; who could give me the right advice; who really cares; and who's appropriate. Weihao is not in Singapore, butt and gl aren't very good choices for the topic, and "someone" just ignored me entirely. Sigh, never mind, I would figure out myself soon... In short, everything just got upside down...

Maybe tomorrow would be a better day...

02 December, 2007

Random



Feeling: Down
Current Read: Ding's Lecture 6
Song: Be ur man by Jeff Chang


Today is a random.

Just today,
Just today I felt strange.
I felt lonely, and a tinge of unhappiness.
I dunno. I felt weird. I'm not me.
The wind blew onto my face as I walked home.
And I felt the watery cheeks.

Perhaps tomorrow,
Perhaps tomorrow will be a bright new sunny day.
I will look forward to a new beginning, and a new ray of hope.
I dunno. I will feel good. I'll be me
The sun will shine on me.
And I will have a new life.

But still,
Till then,
Let me finish crying tonight.
Absolutely chui-ness.

Anw I heart the fellow muggers in library.
Thou I feel like a 1800watts lightbulb! *laughs*
MUG MUG MUG! IS OUR LAST LAP! =)

If only ... ... ...