My way. Originated from Frank Sinatra, but i love this manly version by Elvis Presley. Strong powerful lyrics that always make me stronger.
I've loved, I've laughed and cried. I've had my fill; my share of losing. And now, as tears subside, I find it all so amusing.
Just yesterday I had a quarrel. A fucking bad quarrel. If only I insisted on doing it my way, things might have been very different. Regrets, I have a few, but this would have killed me entirely. I kept pondering through the whole night, should I, or should I not. It's no longer about decision making anymore. It's no longer about hoping anymore. It's about the best for us all. I see it through. No one is at fault, just that I hate this never ending issue between the three of us.
Now, I gave up. I have it your way. In time to come, I might regret. I promise I won't blame you. Till then, the feelings might be different. But promise me too, don't blame me for being selfish when the time comes. I would want it my way by then, which I thought it will be better for us.
On a lighter note, High School Musical 3 is coming to town!!! Any ontakers who seek similar genres in movies? Heh.
Feeling: Pang sai kor bia Read: Human physiology notes on blood
The damn bloody notes on blood is damn bloody difficult to digest. Bloody hell. Nuff said, I should have attend the lecture this morning. =) Opps.
Today I spilled a whole gel tray of TBE buffer containing Ethidium Bromide onto my feet. Fuck, and the worst could have been, I was wearing scandals!!! I think I'm cursed to have cancer in fifty years down the road with those carcinogenic Ethidium Bromide leftovers pierced through my skin, sept through the skin cells and cell proliferation occurred.
Haha, I exaggerated a little. But the feeling really sucks, and make sure I will wear covered shoes for the remaining lab sessions!!! =)
My momentum to study is not back yet. =( . . . . . . . . . . . (Or maybe it was never there, haha)
I used like three days to complete 50 episodes of the new 射雕英雄传. The duration for each episode is almost an hour each. So if i slept for eight hours on average for the three days, The remaining 16 hours were glued on the screen!!! Haha.
I don't know about the classic edition in 1983 since I wasn't even born then. But this edition is much better then that of 1994 by Athena Chu and Julian Cheung Chi Lam, and definitely better then the boring edition in 2003 by Faye Wong's husband and Zhou Xun. This edition is a drama with the combination of love and wuxia components, and it became so "偶像剧" style! Haha. And I love the 蓉儿 in this edition since 林依晨 was the one acting in it, just that she didn't really portrayed the "evil" part of 蓉儿 that well. 东邪黄药师, as well as the 北丐洪七公 portrayed their characters very well though, with the former having this charisma, and the latter being so righteous and upright that was described in 金庸's actual novel. But the scriptwriter have changed the novel so much that there isn't any antagonists in the show. Even 杨康, 欧阳克 were all good people who 重情重义, and this the part I really can't stand. But still I would recommend this to those 金庸 fans. =)
Feeling: Apathetic Song: Let's start from here by Joanna Wang
I stared at the computer screen for twenty minutes and I don't know what to write. I'm too lost with words. And life too.
If we could just put down the past, give up everything, and just walk away, we might be happier. Just today, I wished I could have packed my bag, booked an air ticket, and flew to somewhere else alone. Maybe on the streets somewhere faraway, I might be able to get you out of my mind, my thoughts, and my soul. Or perhaps, maybe not.
And if you thought u have lost your love. Think about it, there must be love somewhere. Down in the river below or hidden in the stars above. Without it, then what's life is all about. Look inside your heart, and look inside mine. When you found love, book an air ticket, and I will find you there.
Today marks the 1st day of the second week of school. Lectures has begun, yet I'm still in my semi-horrendous-holiday mode. Chosen to concentrate in Biomedical Sciences after much thoughts even though I seriously hate biochemistry to the core. And luckily Pharmacology and Human Physiology (Cardiopulmonary system) weren't that "biochemistry" afterall.
The first pharmacology tutorial was boo hoo hoo thou. When I thought I was rather prepared by reading the tutorial questions before it commenced, people flowed in with answers that goes like "wow Wow WOw WOW!" I guess I need to be more proactive the next time round cause the lecturer called names for answers. -_-"
Forensic Science was fun, and I was impressed by the lecturer, Stella Tan. She got like 3 degrees from NUS that includes of a honor degree in Life Sciences and Master degree in Genetic Engineering from Faculty of Science, and another law degree from the Faculty of Law. Standing @ more then 175cm tall, she had represented Singapore in some universe pageant and model contests. Definitely a woman with beauty and brains.
Wake me up when the semester ends. Bah.
Pictures from Ocean Park. I really enjoyed being there (minus the Cs).
Every time I stepped into the airport, Be it standing at the gate biding farewell to friends; Or standing at the viewing tower looking at the planes, I wish I was the one checking in the luggage, Passing through the immigration counter, And get the hell out of this place for a year or two.
A form of escapism?
Nope, perhaps not. I guess is the urge to venture out, Finding "life" to be inserted into my monotonous life.
Just some stupid random thoughts.
Just like Singapore, Hong Kong was seriously too fast paced for me to comfortably fit in. I would have two thumbs up for the shopping and transportation, other than that, I would have to say no-no if you are finding some places for a relaxation. Hong Kong is way too commercialized. Nonetheless, I did have fun with 买东西，吃东西， 买东西， 吃东西。
Here's it:
Day 1: Dinner at Sweet Dynasty followed by desserts at Happy Together Delicatssen, and Mango Desserts at Xu Liu Shan. Yum Yum, a good way to kickstart holiday in Hong Kong, with her famous food paradise.
Day 2: Dim Sum breakfast at the more than 100 years old history Luk Yu Tea house, followed byfighting with the infamous umbrellas people from the C-Country at Ocean Park (which Li Guo Liang has yet to sent me the pics). We got burnt in the sun and became roasted pigs, before shopping at Causeway Bay. Reece-ED at Lan Kwai Fong for the clubbing next day before calling it a day. Oh yeah, we managed to squeeze in 2 hours at Central's H&M before dinner at 10pm and spotted some paparazzi and celebrities!!!
Day 3(1): One of my favorite day. Visited the famous Lantau Island's Big Buddha, followed by the fishing village at TaiO. We spent almost 2 hours trying to figure out how to (not kanna cheat) and purchase some good dried 干贝 for the mothers. Imagine three big guys getting all messy with how to choose the right ones, which in the end, we still bought the wrong ones. -_-"
Day 3(2): Club Beijing was chosen for the night to club, but in the end we didn't manage to get in due to a police triad which was as cool as what one could see in those Hong Kong drama. "Club-hopped" to Club Sugar due to no choice, and had the whole night dancing till like 3am! And I'm kinda sure I would club more on Friday nights if sure clubs are found in Singapore! They are hell happening! Some disclosed photos before the clubbing session.
Day 4(1): Visited the famous Lam Tsuen Wishing Trees whereby we basically opened our wallets and let the aunties there chopped chopped and chopped helped us with the praying! They no longer have those amulets to throw up the trees. Instead, they have a "noticeboard" to hang amulets which is "very commercialized". Rather disappointed. Shopping at Sha Tin followed by The Peak. The view was rather astonishing, and the supper at Macau Restaurant was just as great.
Day 4(1): Random pictures of me playing a fool in the Madame Tussauds at The Peak.
Day 5/6: Macau was indeed a city of casinos. They can gambled from poker cards to horses, to even dogs. The dog racing course we went for the first night is rather cool, and I lost a total of $140 Singapore dollars in the casinos. Damn! The old Portuguese ruins, the rundown houses of the locals, and the newly built classy casinos contrast one another, and formed a really nice and unique place on its own. But the ghost encounter that fateful night was something really unbearable. Speaking of it, my hairs would still stand. Agrhhhh. Ask me for details if you wanna know. Kinda lazy to type it all out. Hahaha.
Day 7/8: The last two days were basically spent on shopping in Mong Kok, Kowloon and Temple street, etc, and had a superb dinner at the famous Steakhouse along Lai Chi Kok Road. Visited the Avenue of Stars on the Tsim Sha Tsui waterfront promenade, and have a good view of the famous Hong Kong skyline. But I still prefer the view on The Peak though.
That's basically sum up my Hong Kong trip. And now, is back to the boring school term. Yucks.
I'm back from the land of shopping since last Friday with four blisters on my feet, a burnt nose and a shagged body which took me more then 20 hours of sleep to recover. Hong Kong wasn't too bad, but apparently I would have prefer Taiwan. The 7kg worth of clothings for the family, the HAWT weather, the fighting on the peak tram with the C-country people, a ghost story we encountered in Macau, probably will sum up my entire HK trip.
Admit defeat with four blisters on my feet.
A close view of the pathetic feet.
Lazy on the details, but I'm great we really came back to Singapore in one piece. Phew. Nonetheless, I still have my share of fun. Pictures later.
