Running gel time, S-L-A-C-K!

I was supposed to run a DNA gel electrophoresis for like 40mins, but I forgot to turn on the machine till the 20th minute. Thus (currently), I got another 20 mins to slack and chat with Jun on msn. Boo. Today wasn't my day anyway. Haha. The lab was icy cold, and I should just hibernate.

Yesterday was kindda funny too. I went down to NUH's 7-11 to grab a bite after work, and bumped right onto my cousin's gf, who told me my cousin, the one serving NS now, is in hospital! I mean, he "managed" to get himself a foot rot due to some undefined "marine creatures" bite while fishing. LoL. Professional indeed. So I just slacked and chatted with them till the mid hours, before my uncle came and fetched us home.

I had a boring life, and I think I need to improve on it. Like, find a hobby or seek a life. Giving out flyers at harbour front on Sunday while looking at babes and hunks heading towards Sentosa's beach seems wrong. Haha, maybe we should head for the beaches too. Friends, beach volleyballs, any takers? Haha.

Alright, my DNA results out. Redo. -_-"
Not my day.

Men are bastards

Someone I respected alot,
Who I thought was the most honest guy in my life,
Did something disloyal to his partner.
My heart aches.

Someone I revered alot,
Who I set as an example to look upon to as I grow up,
Did something unfaithful to his partner too.
My heart dies.

The irony thing is, in both cases,
I choose not to tell the female victims,
Who were very close to me by the way.

Why men want to get married when they plan to go astray?
Why men always think with their small dickheads then big heads?
Why men have such high testerone levels to make them horny bastards?
Why men could be unfaithful to their wives,

But yet can get easily jealous when their wives talk to other men?

Why these men were so close to me?
Why must it be them?

I'm determined to be different from them.
Marriage, to me, is something pure and saint.
Once taken the vow, a story of two that lasts for life.
No lies, no betrayal should be in between.
Love, is no longer perfect with unfaithfulness.
Love, is no longer sweet with disloyalty.
I know, one day, I will grow up,
Marry someone I love dearly,
And love her and our kids for life.
I want to be:
The perfect man,
The perfect husband,
The perfect daddy.
I want to be, and I know I will be.

All men are bastards,
I hope to be exceptional.

Enough of the emo shit.

Today's job was considered relax for 100 bucks. Just stand there for 7 hours to distribute flyers... Thanks bro for the recommendation! =) It was damn malu for me though, coz I bumped into like 10 ppl or more at harbour front... Haha. 2 pageant guys from Science who somehow know me. My paternal uncle and his kids. My maternal cousin and his wife. My man from 4SIR. The sissy in my lecture hall who always sit on the front row. My lecturer from Ngee ann polytechnic! -_-" Haha, anyway it was a great day and I went for shopping at Vivo right after. Haha. Bought two cheap tees from Pull and Bear... =)

More PCRs and protein extractions tomo... Sianz.
And my MJ kahkis, MJ soooN! =)

Surviving...

Accompany a pal to Alexandra Hospital for medical check up today. Thanks god, she's doing fine, and I'm delighted.

As I walked along the same old path from the bus stop to AH, remembering the same old smell (of frangipani), my heart sank, and I had goosebumps. Yes, this a place I called "home" for three months during my secondary school years.

Three months long-stay in Ward 47, with nice nurses pacifying me with lollipops and sweets after regular blood tests for diagnostics purposes, life wasn't that bad afterall. The worst could have been the drawings of cerebrospinal fluid and cells from blood marrow that hurt like fuck, as well as on the verge of repeating sec 3. Besides the regular therapies I did there (that last for two years), I got to accept the fact that I can't go home like those many other patients who stay there for a day or two. Mine was three freaking long months... I remembered myself bursting out like a retard one day when my dad left, and the doctor insisted I must stay for another month. Luckily there was this uncle over there, who consoled me and told me to cherish my life. For him, he can't do much. Diagnosed with the advanced stage of liver cancer, his life was limited.

I saw him turned yellow, and became sick. I saw his family crying, and he cried too. I saw the doctor giving up on his treatment, and allowed him to go home for good. I saw a life, who wanted to survive, but turned out otherwise.

True, my injury took up alot of my life. I can't play bowling, badmintons, or other vigorous sports like many other young men could. But yet, I still got a long life span to achieve other things I desired. On the other hand, some people are trying very hard to survive, and their main aim is just to win the battle against death god. To them, living for another day was already a god's gift. To them, surviving is already a very difficult task. Learning from these people, I think we should make full use of our lives, and live lives to the greatest.

Life is about dreams, hope and courage. The courage to go on, even after many times of failures. I thank the god for giving my such ability.

Wet BDae Party

Current Mood: Ecstatic



Yesh! May-be heading towards Phuket this summer holiday with Kris, Hua and Irene before school starts. Hopefully it will be successful, coz I'm sure it will be heaps of fun. I need some good dives, and a complementary nice tan! =)

Went for a "wet BBQ" birthday party of Irene's at Labrador park today. So in the end, I just ate some bee hoon, and a piece of cake. Nonetheless, I like the park itself. An organism-rich and bio-diversified place to study in the morning, and a soothing cool place to hangout at night. Too bad, it rained kindda heavily, and we have no chance to explore the park. Hopefully, the birthday girl still enjoy herself, and it's always nice that the four of us have a short meet regularly. I'm looking forward to the Phuket trip with an open heart. Pictures will be up if Irene rememeber to sent me!

I heart friends.

Would you be there?

A song I like,
A story to tell.
A question to ask,
Would you be there?

A song I listen to sleep,
A story waiting to happen.
A question to ask,
Would you be there?

Magical touch, chemical affinity;
Love scent, all fated.

First Day of Intern

Today starts off pretty well. Did nothing much, but just having ppl demonstrating to me PCR, white blood cell extractions, etc. Hopefully, I could have a hand of them soon. And to conclude the day, Shawn Tay donated 50mL of blood for charity-experiment work purpose.

I don't really like the start of a new working environment though, especially that of a lab. One glance this morning, I could see everyone did their own stuffs, talks were minimum, experiments were repetitive. Somehow it remains me of my old lab at National Cancer Centre, which I have a love-hate relationship with. Or maybe to be frank, I can't stand boredom and the lab working environment. Seriously, I can't imagine myself holding a pipette, doing monotonous experiments till an old age. I think I will go crazy.

Boo. Science is fun to study, but hard to score, and even harder to excel. Lab work is fun to begin with, but hard to continue, and even harder to find something significant. Science, I lovehate it.

Hope to have a good week ahead... =)

My Heart Keys

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

I thirst for love! Haha.

Feeling Kiddish

Current Mood: Childlike
Current Read: Like the Flowing River by Paulo Coelho

Kids' song, emo shit.
Even kid's song could be emo.
Haha. Love this song.
Great childhood memories.




Life's good.
Tomo fishing trip at Malaysia.
Sister, brother, brother-in-law.
What's life without family(?).

Some reflections and thoughts,
And I know what I want.
No more emo shits.
2 years down the road,
I know where I am.

Internship coming up next.
Buddy Kris as colleague;
Research on Childhood Leukemia.
Hopefully, I'll gain something from it.
=)

Song delication to my fav girl,
Don't worry,
You won't fall.
I'll be with you always,
Our deep platonic love.

My dear family and friends,
You are my sunshine. Smilez.

MJ Marathon Week

I think I'm getting a little older cause I seriously can't really remembered what I did last Monday, LoL.

But then on Tuesday, I went for MJ after gym.

And again on Wednesday, I went for MJ after kickboxing.

Well, I did played MJ before going fishing on Thursday.

And please don't boubt, cause on Friday, I played MJ again!!! Haha.

Sat was well spent thou. Went shopping with the burgies, and got myself a pair of converse shoes which I regretted quite abit. Had dinner at crystal Jade, before meeting Ivy, Eve, CC and Weili at Settlers with Guoliang. "Ugly Ugly Ugly" was fun, and 6 persons Big 2 at TCC was just as great.

Walked back home from jurong east, cause that's the nearest the night rider could have sent me! Thought quite a bit as I walked home, and I decided to stay put in Life Sciences after some thoughts. I was in this dilemma when the results was out, and was tempted to change to communications studies in NTU. After consultation with some dear good friends, and rating out the pros and cons, I decided to give myself another try. Oh yeah, and one good news was I might be able to start my intern next week. Would be meeting the prof this coming tues to discuss it over lunch. Finally, I got something to do le!

Looking forward to next sem.