The Curse

I look into the well,
And saw the reflection.
My heart is full of emotions;
My mind is of distractions;
And I longed for some harmonization.

I owned a dirty empty shell;
O, with a soul that is still pure.
I would yearn to be that same old boyish self,
O, But I ended up in some holy shits,
And bastard shall define me.

I will walk out of the hole one day,
That is full of lust, sex and betrayal.
I might survive someday.
That if I reach the seventh heaven to set free my destiny.

I shouldn't longed for the avariciousness of the unlabelled.
I wouldn't yearned for the covetousness of the undesired.

Till then, I shall wait.