Darkest dreams

I looked into the mirror today,
Did some reflections on the heart and soul.
Flashes of memories passed by,
And I dropped into my world of darkenss again.

History are past tense,
And they always are.
Life is of regrets;
But who can turn back time.

Regrets could be an excuse.
Excuses not to carry on with the present.
I know I have been excusing myself
To the present and reality of life.

I am blessed,
With a lovely family and soulmates;
The necessities to survive.

But humans are greedy you see,
And I need more than what I had.

In my dreams I soar the darkest skies,
And it came with darkest nightmare.