13 September, 2008

Shawn Tay is dead.

Feeling: Kind of calm?
Read/Write: Microbiology Practical 2 lab Report
Music: Hey Jude by The Beatles

Hey Jude (Live) - Paul McCartney, Elton John, Eric Clapton and Sting

I so love Beatles especially in sleepless nights like tonight.
Yeah, Retrophilic freak I am.



Some friends in school commented how tired I looked these days. With so many things added on together, I'm really traumatized by what has happened. There is a lowest point in everyone's life, and I just happened so to be in such situation right now. I thank those who did came to me and show care and concern. But I'm sorry, I just don't know how to break such things to you people. But really, it's appreciated. *smile*

On a random note, I feel like changing the spelling of my English name to Sean, Shayn or Shane. No specific meanings I guess, just maybe feel like living away from the past, and getting rid of those memories that hurts, especially from the past one month.

Relationships - of all kinds - are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold onto some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost.

Sean Tay

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