I want it my way

Feeling: Gave up
Song: My Way by Elvis Presley

My way. Originated from Frank Sinatra, but i love this manly version by Elvis Presley. Strong powerful lyrics that always make me stronger.

I've loved, I've laughed and cried.
I've had my fill; my share of losing.
And now, as tears subside,
I find it all so amusing.

Just yesterday I had a quarrel. A fucking bad quarrel. If only I insisted on doing it my way, things might have been very different. Regrets, I have a few, but this would have killed me entirely. I kept pondering through the whole night, should I, or should I not. It's no longer about decision making anymore. It's no longer about hoping anymore. It's about the best for us all. I see it through. No one is at fault, just that I hate this never ending issue between the three of us.

Now, I gave up. I have it your way. In time to come, I might regret. I promise I won't blame you. Till then, the feelings might be different. But promise me too, don't blame me for being selfish when the time comes. I would want it my way by then, which I thought it will be better for us.

On a lighter note, High School Musical 3 is coming to town!!! Any ontakers who seek similar genres in movies? Heh.

BlooD!!! Agrhhh.

Feeling: Pang sai kor bia
Read: Human physiology notes on blood

The damn bloody notes on blood is damn bloody difficult to digest. Bloody hell. Nuff said, I should have attend the lecture this morning. =) Opps.

Today I spilled a whole gel tray of TBE buffer containing Ethidium Bromide onto my feet. Fuck, and the worst could have been, I was wearing scandals!!! I think I'm cursed to have cancer in fifty years down the road with those carcinogenic Ethidium Bromide leftovers pierced through my skin, sept through the skin cells and cell proliferation occurred.

Haha, I exaggerated a little. But the feeling really sucks, and make sure I will wear covered shoes for the remaining lab sessions!!! =)

My momentum to study is not back yet. =(
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(Or maybe it was never there, haha)

射雕英雄传

I used like three days to complete 50 episodes of the new 射雕英雄传.
The duration for each episode is almost an hour each.
So if i slept for eight hours on average for the three days,
The remaining 16 hours were glued on the screen!!! Haha.

I don't know about the classic edition in 1983 since I wasn't even born then. But this edition is much better then that of 1994 by Athena Chu and Julian Cheung Chi Lam, and definitely better then the boring edition in 2003 by Faye Wong's husband and Zhou Xun. This edition is a drama with the combination of love and wuxia components, and it became so "偶像剧" style! Haha. And I love the 蓉儿 in this edition since 林依晨 was the one acting in it, just that she didn't really portrayed the "evil" part of 蓉儿 that well. 东邪黄药师, as well as the 北丐洪七公 portrayed their characters very well though, with the former having this charisma, and the latter being so righteous and upright that was described in 金庸's actual novel. But the scriptwriter have changed the novel so much that there isn't any antagonists in the show. Even 杨康, 欧阳克 were all good people who 重情重义, and this the part I really can't stand. But still I would recommend this to those 金庸 fans. =)

靖 康 耻 犹 未 雪
臣 子 恨 何 时 灭

Maybe u will find love

Feeling: Apathetic
Song: Let's start from here by Joanna Wang



I stared at the computer screen for twenty minutes and I don't know what to write. I'm too lost with words. And life too.

If we could just put down the past, give up everything, and just walk away, we might be happier. Just today, I wished I could have packed my bag, booked an air ticket, and flew to somewhere else alone. Maybe on the streets somewhere faraway, I might be able to get you out of my mind, my thoughts, and my soul. Or perhaps, maybe not.

And if you thought u have lost your love. Think about it, there must be love somewhere. Down in the river below or hidden in the stars above. Without it, then what's life is all about. Look inside your heart, and look inside mine. When you found love, book an air ticket, and I will find you there.

In my heart.

First week of school

Today marks the 1st day of the second week of school. Lectures has begun, yet I'm still in my semi-horrendous-holiday mode. Chosen to concentrate in Biomedical Sciences after much thoughts even though I seriously hate biochemistry to the core. And luckily Pharmacology and Human Physiology (Cardiopulmonary system) weren't that "biochemistry" afterall.

The first pharmacology tutorial was boo hoo hoo thou. When I thought I was rather prepared by reading the tutorial questions before it commenced, people flowed in with answers that goes like "wow Wow WOw WOW!" I guess I need to be more proactive the next time round cause the lecturer called names for answers. -_-"

Forensic Science was fun, and I was impressed by the lecturer, Stella Tan. She got like 3 degrees from NUS that includes of a honor degree in Life Sciences and Master degree in Genetic Engineering from Faculty of Science, and another law degree from the Faculty of Law. Standing @ more then 175cm tall, she had represented Singapore in some universe pageant and model contests. Definitely a woman with beauty and brains.

Wake me up when the semester ends. Bah.

Pictures from Ocean Park. I really enjoyed being there (minus the Cs).

At the entrance.

Hot air balloon ride.

Buddies.

Brothers.

school. yucks. boo.