Little Update

Feeling: Relax
Film: 恶作剧2吻第15集
Song: 想听的话

I'm in love with this song after xiaotong played it once to me. Is so "sad". Haha. And I did nothing the whole of weekend; I need this break. Been to tight up with the school work, thus decided to have a little weekend break before going for the last round of battle - L'examen. Projects going on smoothly, and I absolutely love the Le papillon project from my bimbotic module - Cosmetics and Perfumes. I think we are DAMN GOOD. Haha.

Folks went to Genting for the weekend, while brother went to work. So I had myself the house for these two days. Decided to give the folks a surpise when they come back, so I was there watering the plants, feeding the fishes, sweeping the floor, washing the coffee-stained cups and plates de brother left every morning (damn!). And I really think that doing household is much more tougher then studying for the exams. Haha. Everything seems upside down when dad and mum not around - one goldfish is dying due to an bacterial infection, I almost locked myself outside the house while trying to water the plants, I used two hours to sweep the floor which mum is doing daily. And worst of all, I used 1 hour to figure out how to use the washing machine and decided to find the manual out for help. Damn it. And I officially declared myself the spolitbrat what dad used to call me. Boo. Nevertheless, though there are little hiccups here and there, the house is really clean now. Waiting for the folks to come back for the surprise. I'm anticipating some praises. Kekekeke. =P

And I dread the monday blue.

Friends

Feeling: Rejuvenated with the accompany of friends.
Read: PR2202 take home quiz
Song: 细水长流

Some friends are for life. No matter how far or how busy they are, they will be there whenever u need a listening ear, giving sensible encouragements and advices. Sometimes without a word, best friends understand what you are thinking at that moment of time. Occasionally, they choose to keep quiet beside you when you are feeling down, because they know you don't want to talk about the problems, but still want their presence(s). Their presence(s), and that's enough.

Friday. Had an outing with the brother gang. Us, four - a 11 year old friendship (13 year old in GL's case) that is still growing and glowing. We have not meet for months, and this meet was a rather simple but great one. Had dinner at Alexendra Village, and then we walked. Yes, walking is our hobby. Through walking, we shared secrets and problems, laughters and joy, sweat and tears. Destination was Holland Village's Swensens, and that's considered our shortest journey. Haha. We once walked from Orchard till the west. A nice catch up, updates of lives, a note of brotherhood. =)

4 person, 8 dishes!!! Even the hawker said we were superb! haha.

Saturday, met up Hua and Irene for Kris's birthday at CHIMJES. Us four + Kris's girlfriend. Too bad uncle brother kG went back malaysia, while HK and Poh are still in Australia and Canada respectively, if not i guess it will be more jolly. Nonetheless, a short but yet a cosy gathering. Reminiscenced of the old days; projects that took us countless nights, three hours long breaks stonning in the com lab, getting buzzy with the GL stuffs - that's my growing up years. I don't really want to depart today, cause we won't know when will we meet up again. Hua and Irene will be back with their working lives, Kris will be back to NTU settling his schoolwork, and me, back to NUS with the usual problems unsolved.

At CHIMJES.

That birthday boy.

His present - that thing inside that packet costs a bomb can! Haha.

MISK - meihua, irene, shawn, kris. Love them all!

Rene and i. I and Rene.

What's wrong with hua?!!?

And about school, school's life is still as bitchy as ever, and I seriously hate the school system. Really got to thank GL and Hua for listening to my rants these days, and going through it with me. Throughout my entire education life, this 'falling down" could have been the worst. And I only have myself to blame for not putting enough effort in year one. 1 year 2 months more to go, and I will know where shall I be...

Back to that pR2202 quiz. =(

Against the action of mankind

If u think hamburger is good food, now see this.

http://www.meat.org/

The cruelity of mankind at its worst.
The ugliness of the farm industry.

Ever since human starts to rule the world, we've been killing; to kill pigs, chickens, cattles for a source of food, that's the way to survive i guess. But if we were to torture them before killing, I would strongly voice an objection. If this is human nature, then fellow humans, we will have retribution. The sounds of the crying pigs still tingle my heart. Fucking gross.

Why? Human, why?

I am a 美少女 fan

I chanced upon this song, 闪着泪光的决定 released by Wu peici in 1998!!!! OMG, it really reminds me of those days I was so mad in love with her , yuki hsu and fan xiao xuan, Haha. But somehow she looks like a trans to me now. Hahah, I don't why either. I guess the girls were prob in love with boyzone, westlife, A1 etc back then.

I manage to find them on youtube. EnjoY! =)

(I shall go and dig out their old albums somewhere in the house).

吴佩慈 - 闪着泪光的决定

范曉萱 - 雪人

徐懷鈺 - Ding Dong

I am a closet 美少女 fan!

Only the strongest survives

Mood: Sad, very sad - I sick of this long sad journey of my life
Read: Cell Biology notes on cytoskeleton by Prof Teo

"Only the strongest survives."

True, a very constructive saying indeed. For everything in the world, there's a competition. Be it the results one took starting from PSLE to the Os, to the As (polytechnic in my case), and to the uni eventually; or to the snatching of food by the poor kids living in Africa and North Korea; or to the two men going after a lady.

All these are competitions, hence there's always a winner; and there's always a loser. The winner goes to the best university in town, while the loser repairs the water pipes as a technician. The winner gets the food while the loser starves to death. The winner gets the maiden, and the loser is left with a broken heart. Life is fair isn't it? You want something, you vie for it. If you get it, you are a champ, and you get the applause. If you don’t get it, you are a loser, and you get the jeers and mocks.

Is okay, losers can always start all over again. They can put in 100% more effort, 200% more sweat, 300% more energy. The technician can take up a part time degree. The starving boy can snatch back the food. The man can go after a new girl when his broken heart is mended. They will become winners one day.

But then again, what happen if the technician has no money to go for the course because he has a mouth of ten to feed? What happen if the starving boy is already left with his last breath? What happen if the man has a broken heart that can’t be heal? They will be losers always. There are no more competitions, and they can’t be winners.

I sent in an application for a competition.
Their job is to select.
They rejected my application.
I have no competition to compete.
And they already declared me as a born-loser.

I was that technician;
that starving boy; and that broken heart man.

And I can't be the winner eventually.